真的不明白是什么原因事情会变成酱...终觉的自己被挥之则来,呼之责去似的.自己的感觉,判断能力,难道是错的?那...旁人的直觉也是错的咯?
还是...变心了...
真不希望自己在这个圈圈转来转去.他,就好像我最怕的闪电,闪了闪,恐惧,让我自然而然盖起耳朵.自然的,不想去想,不想去看.
好怕历史重演.到底是我说错了什么...还是发生了什么...本来没事的，怎么会这样了...
♥ LOVE ♥
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Sunday, June 20, 2010
The last day of my june holiday
First,i Thank God that give me a most wonderful+meaningful holiday ever,which most of my holidays fill with your Words.Praise The LORD. :) Just came back from the second camp on Saturday.Its at Broga Hill,sempadan antara negeri Selangor dan N.Sembilan! Amazing right? My LORDS wonderful creation. :D Its quite amazing trip actually.I had an opportunity to try a different camp from the past camp i had.
Second,school is JUST TOMORROW! Should congrats me actually because i HAVEN FINISH MY HOMEWORKS!! =P Hahaha..LOLZ!! Yea,school starts soon.All the feelings of relationship Im not suppose to have should also bury in my heart.Maybe because of the stress of homeworks and studies might help?Haha..I succeed to throw away my first,this is also not a problem rite?Hope so...Hope im just fooling with my feelings this time.
Gambateh Ying Ying! xD
To those who treated me well,loves me,Aligato ne!
To those who I hurted accidently, gomenasai.
Second,school is JUST TOMORROW! Should congrats me actually because i HAVEN FINISH MY HOMEWORKS!! =P Hahaha..LOLZ!! Yea,school starts soon.All the feelings of relationship Im not suppose to have should also bury in my heart.Maybe because of the stress of homeworks and studies might help?Haha..I succeed to throw away my first,this is also not a problem rite?Hope so...Hope im just fooling with my feelings this time.
Gambateh Ying Ying! xD
To those who treated me well,loves me,Aligato ne!
To those who I hurted accidently, gomenasai.
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Baga ne!! @.@
Keep doing silly things nowadays.Am I still Yingying?
I waited.Waited.And still waiting.But i really got nothing.I miss.Still missing.But no one noes.Neither em.Yea,i guess he noes nothing.
Yea maybe after that day i became like THIS.I cant control it! Or maybe he's avoiding?What he said its just a joke.Veryyyyy funny joke :(
Somehow i feel like wanting this joke to be true.But i dun even noe whether it IS TRUE or its NOT.Woke up,checked my phone,non.Feel like listening to his voice.N-O-N,again :(
On facebook for quite a long time.I heard a "bob" sound.Open and c,its not the person i want.Left it and just logout.Hope it doesn't continue.
I waited.Waited.And still waiting.But i really got nothing.I miss.Still missing.But no one noes.Neither em.Yea,i guess he noes nothing.
Yea maybe after that day i became like THIS.I cant control it! Or maybe he's avoiding?What he said its just a joke.Veryyyyy funny joke :(
Somehow i feel like wanting this joke to be true.But i dun even noe whether it IS TRUE or its NOT.Woke up,checked my phone,non.Feel like listening to his voice.N-O-N,again :(
On facebook for quite a long time.I heard a "bob" sound.Open and c,its not the person i want.Left it and just logout.Hope it doesn't continue.
Thursday, June 10, 2010
BLURRED@@
Im reli reli blurr nowadays
Juz came bac from Family Camp n it was super duper great! :)
Praise LORD that I,too have an opportunity to follow the trip.
Had lots of fun thr..Relationship with friends goes well..I also get to know more bout MY LORD.
But there is really something happened that makes me blurred and..urghh,,dunno how to say...I felt thr's a changes of feeling between me and my friend but..we dont have any actions.Obviously it makes me reali blurr.Maybe we're not mature enough to decide anything...I asked allowance from GOD,I dunno whether is im not faithful enough or wat,I cant feel the answer.I lost my way on deciding.I'd tried to ask some advice from my friends..But what I got is actually nothing.We've been a lot of sweet things in some time..I'll keep in my heart.I'll keep it nicely.Altho i dun reli know what will happen next,but if our hearts are join together,I'll know I'll be true this time :)
Juz came bac from Family Camp n it was super duper great! :)
Praise LORD that I,too have an opportunity to follow the trip.
Had lots of fun thr..Relationship with friends goes well..I also get to know more bout MY LORD.
But there is really something happened that makes me blurred and..urghh,,dunno how to say...I felt thr's a changes of feeling between me and my friend but..we dont have any actions.Obviously it makes me reali blurr.Maybe we're not mature enough to decide anything...I asked allowance from GOD,I dunno whether is im not faithful enough or wat,I cant feel the answer.I lost my way on deciding.I'd tried to ask some advice from my friends..But what I got is actually nothing.We've been a lot of sweet things in some time..I'll keep in my heart.I'll keep it nicely.Altho i dun reli know what will happen next,but if our hearts are join together,I'll know I'll be true this time :)
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