What we want to speak,what we spoke.

God gave us only a mouth.Maybe its because of our mouth who will speak something bad? I believe that a word may put people to death or say something good for encouragement.SO if we have 2 mouths,i think most of the people will put to death.Its either being put to death or got to put to death.
Yea,i spoke something to hurt someone.I duno if i did that often.And i know that sorry cant be used everytime.Its just a word.I've hurt someone.The type of bad feeling rush into my heart again.If i can predict that,i wont even say a word to him today.Maybe i've stepped on the scar that he dun wan to remind himself of that?I duno wad to say again.Im speechless-ing. Maybe i should really force myself into the pool and think back of what i've spoke.I know sorry is useless by now,but its my responsibility to say so.If you really dun wan to listen any bout it,ok,i'll keep my mouth shut.I've always maintain myself as a neutral person everywhere to avoid from conflicts.But it seemed like..i cant graduate yet.Or i should thank him for reminding me this? =)

Scare to be lonely,but you've thrown me there

I'd always thought for the days after my PMR.It will be great,fun,freedom which people always jealous bout it.I studied so hard,its just to wait for the days after my PMR.I thought that..IT WILL BE GREAT...great? yea..some people maybe enjoying their holiday with lots of fun.But somehow i felt like,i was grounded at my home with this stupid computer and that square box-television.Ohya,of coz i wont forget you-The Forbidden Game- which i haven finish reading,hmm.. Thats it.Thats it. Baby sitting at home,sleeping,walking around and do nothing.I'm gonna be mad before next year starts! I said that i want to find a part time and do so that i can have more pocket money as my DEAR parents won't give me after my school days.But the ans is:definitely no,its dangerous to work outside. OK. They've no wrong for protecting their children.But the worse sentence i heard today is..-->You better stay at home.
Oh Lord..bring me to some other place before i get crazy.Seriously.
I still remember when i was still young.My dad will bring me to the swimming pool at jalan mersing there almost every week.But i can tell you here,he never bring me there before in this whole year.I duno exactly what's his rubbish reason for the NO but i know that IT WONT BE NICE.Sorry for all the nonsence i wrote.Im just here to complain.If you dun really accept wad i said here,sorry for that and maybe..i dun feel like hearing any advices now.

WhOOtS! H.O.L.i.D.@.y (:

My newest pic (:

I thought it will be REALLY FUN after my PMR..but it seemed like not that fun..I was locked in this hometown n here,i mean.It was really great to hear my frens said that they're ggn here,there..i feel like..-wow- if only i can go to somewhere i like.
These days i keep thinking bout what's my future,what i want to be,what class i want to take..My daddy gave me an advice,ask me to take science stream..maybe he wants me to be a pharmacist,chemist or dietitian something like that so that i wont be so stress.Actually i suggested to aim for management that line,but he says it will be stressful for me.He wants me to be happy with my future occupation.Hmm,anyway,many years to go some more..I have 2 more years to think.Be patient now Yingying..But its 2 different ways ._. goshi goshi ._.
Here's the place i want to go ^^(maybe..future?)

Pulau redang


Maldive island


Bora-bora(tahiti island) My dreamland.I must
come here for my honeymoon!

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THANK YOU!! Really. Seriously. =D

hmm,,its realli been days my family had a peace n quiet time..n all it's because of i lost my voice =.= Yea..i gt sick..n sore throat..so i cant sing by now ;( I miss the time i can sing freely whenever i love..-sobs- My throat is really painin now..ewww :(
I got sick in my 2nd day of pmr..really thanks to my daddy for bringin me to see doctor n thank God for protectin me all the time..eventho im sick..I still can take the exam without study(seriously..i flipped some pages but i really cant get it into my mind,especially my science and sejarah).Caz yesterday,i got fever and headache.So i really cant study.And before pmr i din even touch my science book! Really thank God for everything..I can really feel his love to me. =D THANK GOD FOR EVERYTHING!! Lord,I LOVE YOU! =) Im so blessed =D

hmm,,my pmr? =D

Haha,,here's the time that i'm going to face my PMR!! whooots =D
Feel strange tat i din feel any stress..omigosh! The first paper is BM la!! -trembling- hehe,,btw,after PMR i can really take a good rest before start my engine for the coming SPM then.After PMR still got SPM ma..wakaka =P Heard that in my cg. XD
Altho this holiday may not be a "luxurious" holiday like some of my friends..which goin to spend around RM1000+ for their holiday(The most weirdo things is..THEIR PARENTS AGREED) OMIGOSH again.. =.= But for me,i just need a field of seaside,with my parents and siblings around,n i'll lie down to face my lovest sky.(I longed for this years ago T^T) This will be my most beautiful night =D

Whenever I go,I really hope that my parents are around with me.Maybe some of the teenagers will thought that its an embrassment to be with their parents (daisai they mean),but for me..its one of my wish. =) Hope this year I can really go for a vacation with my dearest-Dad,mum,bro,sis,and of course..my dearest uncle. =D