Random post.

I still remember during secondary school, we used to blog together. But now im alone blogging here without knowing who will be watching.



Those days in UTAR was like waiting for sem break to come. Altho it's a month but it is going to end soon. How time flies. The last time we gathered together and chat for hours, how much i missed that. Everyone is heading for further studies soon, and guess when will we meet again? Planned for a trip for 5 years never come true. When will it really happen? I'll miss those time. Those silly days when we copy the songs lyrics and sing together. Time wont bring us back again.



I just checked my first sem results yesterday, not bad and not really good though. But i really thank God for that. At least my critical thinking did not fail. Well i guess i wont be typing for a long passage, still waiting for my next time to have to blogging mode. See ya :D

Non-like celebration day.

What is it like, when family dont feel family. When those love has gone. I admit im a sensitive woman, who always think to the negative side. Hate myself being that way though. I want a change too, but who is here to lead me to that change. Felt like.. im no longer belong to this family. When they laugh about some secret but unwilling to tell me, all i can act is like a puppet, sitting there, smile and do nothing. Why couldnt i open my heart wider.


They just cant understand.. how much i wish them to accept our relationship. It seems like no matter how much i do it wont change their views. All they look to is all money, money, money. When they need something they'll treat us good but if they dont, we're just nothing to them. Yeah, he's actually not included in our family. Unlike others, friends and relatives around me.. their relationship can easily get blessings from their family. They just dont understand. Or im not even worth for blessings.