New year mah...haih,,While we was headin to bidor,we went to the wrong way==n tat time is nearly to 11pm!!What to do?We gone round n round in kl,petaling,sg besi.....==in the journey.......
Dad:turn?
Mum:no
me:yes
Dad:how?(he juz went straight)n says,we should turn into damansara la==how is heading to sg besi..how?your mummy lo..mummy fault...
So we got 2 sg besi n had a big round thr...luckily we went out at last.......huh
Dad:huh...luckily,,,its all your mummy's fault...one of the reason i like her because she is stupid enuf to fool on.....hahahahahahaha
Sis:dun laugh la...i wan shh shh dy..
Bro:i aso wan le
Me:wait arr...wait for 1 hour later...^^
Dad:if nt your mummy we reach dy lo..
Sis:you still can laugh..u gave tol money twice le..
Bro:nvm la...juz treat as v r rich ppl donate to those -tut-
Dad:yalo..juz like giving money for gaigai..u noe kan kl ppl all high tect a bit de..go tol gv money stil terima kasih..then i still ask them "sini pegi ipoh ke?'noe dy still ask tat means is plying them la...babi buta punya...n the sign like grass oni mmg c aso will buta la...bangang one...
walao...bidor reali hot la...the weather.....HOTTT!!!!!at thr i keep eat eat eat oni...fat dy lo==reali need diet edi @@
3rd day v went to ipoh...'bai nian'^^wif the weather like this mmg go whr aso dun wan la==headache tat day...
actually we planned to go bac on the 4th day...but trafic jam teruk2...stay again lo==
bidor actually isnt a nice ply to have fun..bt food at thr reali...NICE!!!everyday supper,eattttt oni...fat fat fat==
Sometimes,im day-dreaming at thr..i thought of many things...like my future...my past...wat i need to do,,wat i need to think...
future...seriously i dunno lo...i dunno wat wil b in the future...as i noe i need to do well now for my future
past...IT IS PAST.wif weikang,n my 1st...can i face them?i try to look for weikang thr bt i cant find him...i stil miss the time we played fire crackers together...i stil remember how he look at me while throwing dragon eggs to the sky...n he burnt his finger...poor thing...i stil remember how he hold my hand...i stil remember how he came n brought me his ring(BIG)altho i cnt fit in...n i stil kept it till now...feel guity sometimes caz i juz felt relationship of "bro n sis"...
wif my 1st...its more memory than weikang...n its sweeter...n its more bitter...i thought for days...n i knew its stil uncountable...all left is memory...wat i found is only S.I.L.L.Y YING YING.until now i aso dun understand y the felling when i like someone n like him wil b so different..impossible i love...haih,,,n i found my conclusion is-->he is a weird one.
as for now,i need to think bout my homeworks la...so many homework not done yet..n i dunno whr to start haih..........GAMBATEH GOGOGO!!!
♥ LOVE ♥
Friday, February 19, 2010
Saturday, February 13, 2010
Fifteen
Fifteen.YA,im fifteen.Eventually,people says that in 15,there will be a great life full of love and friendship.Even people who are mature couldn't reject in L.O.V.E.But for me,it already past almost a year.I still can remember what i did last year.People used to say im stupid,im silly,im dumb but what i did?I'd juz ignored.When you are in love,your emotion will change altho its because of small lil things that made my him/her.As so as me.Haih,,i dunno when n who will gonna take the 1st step.Xkan la for this whole entire life we wont talk to each other again?
Actually i thought before,to take this 1st step.But dunno y,i too scare to face the realities-->
#What will it be if i talked to him?
#Will he answer?
#Will he spread out to others?
#What will be the worst thing?
#Did he reali cheated me?
#Can i know all the question that i wanted to know all this days?
#What will be the answer?
#Will it hurt me again?
#What will i do if i got hurted once again?
#What the exact answer i want to know?
#Will it be dead fish?
#Can i face everything im cool n calm state?
#Another love?
#Will i consider my education if i got love once again?
#Will it last long?
#Will it be like past?
#Can i handle it better that past?
#Friends again?
#What will his answer?
#Will people feel im cheap?
#How if his answer is NO?
#How should i face him if his answer is YES?
#Can i face him as a normal friend?
GUYS U SEE!U SEE!
So many..questions....n these is just what i consider!
But,y should i think these if i juz wanna make ONE decision?
ONLY ONE DECISION
YES or NO
I dun need it actually.Juz pay attention to my studies.As i can feel,one day,we'll have chance to talk again.If no means,i'll know,that what happened last year its juz lies.LOVE,PROMISES,LIES
All are fake.FAKE.FAKE.If my love was repaid with a heart full of lies,i can totally admit tat im a DUMB.
TRUE LOVE.I dunno what it is.As i know now,I love my families,i love my frens.All unhealthy relationship,i WONT EVEN THINK.Because i know,i shouldn't do things that will hurt me.
#How if i love someone?
-->I wont love someone if i dun wan to.=))
Actually i thought before,to take this 1st step.But dunno y,i too scare to face the realities-->
#What will it be if i talked to him?
#Will he answer?
#Will he spread out to others?
#What will be the worst thing?
#Did he reali cheated me?
#Can i know all the question that i wanted to know all this days?
#What will be the answer?
#Will it hurt me again?
#What will i do if i got hurted once again?
#What the exact answer i want to know?
#Will it be dead fish?
#Can i face everything im cool n calm state?
#Another love?
#Will i consider my education if i got love once again?
#Will it last long?
#Will it be like past?
#Can i handle it better that past?
#Friends again?
#What will his answer?
#Will people feel im cheap?
#How if his answer is NO?
#How should i face him if his answer is YES?
#Can i face him as a normal friend?
GUYS U SEE!U SEE!
So many..questions....n these is just what i consider!
But,y should i think these if i juz wanna make ONE decision?
ONLY ONE DECISION
YES or NO
I dun need it actually.Juz pay attention to my studies.As i can feel,one day,we'll have chance to talk again.If no means,i'll know,that what happened last year its juz lies.LOVE,PROMISES,LIES
All are fake.FAKE.FAKE.If my love was repaid with a heart full of lies,i can totally admit tat im a DUMB.
TRUE LOVE.I dunno what it is.As i know now,I love my families,i love my frens.All unhealthy relationship,i WONT EVEN THINK.Because i know,i shouldn't do things that will hurt me.
#How if i love someone?
-->I wont love someone if i dun wan to.=))
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
School life in this few days
Monday,when i opened my eyes,all i thought is"school again" Later,when PMP starts,something sure will come.HOMEWORK.
SOOO SOOO SOOO many homeworks now days.Uncountable....(hehehe).Maths is the most.Everyday gt skill practice.
I ponteng sukantara today.Reason is:Many homework to do n finish up.But actually i aso dun feel like going.ya,weather is one of the reason.The another reason is i dun wan my mood to spoil again.
Seriously,i cant control my mood.Whenever what happened that gt something related to 'something',i dunno y la...i cant control myself.Thats y i need HIM.Thats y i need to remind myself to SMILE often.What he did to me,what he left for me,i juz kept it away.I need to concentrate in my studies especially the coming PMR.Whatever it happens,i'll try my very best to concentrate myself.=)
Homework reali berlambak gila until headache dy...Teachers problem somemore.My science,i reali no doubt on that teacher.What i'll do in my science class?Hehehehe...
1.Talk wif kirthana
2.Sing songs wif kirthana
3.copy div's book or juz dun do
4.sleeping
5.day-dreaming
Things i wont ever do in my science class:
1.Listen to what teacher say
2.Concentrate in her class
3.Keep my mouth shut
I think so u'll noe wats the main point i dun wan to listen to her class.
1st,her voice,OMG...........
2nd,her attitude
3rd,she show the real cow lung juz right in front of me n poke it wif a knife(Seriously,i vomited)
4th,wat she teach reali will make me more blurr.
She is the only teacher that makes me do other things while PMP is running.=))
SOOO SOOO SOOO many homeworks now days.Uncountable....(hehehe).Maths is the most.Everyday gt skill practice.
I ponteng sukantara today.Reason is:Many homework to do n finish up.But actually i aso dun feel like going.ya,weather is one of the reason.The another reason is i dun wan my mood to spoil again.
Seriously,i cant control my mood.Whenever what happened that gt something related to 'something',i dunno y la...i cant control myself.Thats y i need HIM.Thats y i need to remind myself to SMILE often.What he did to me,what he left for me,i juz kept it away.I need to concentrate in my studies especially the coming PMR.Whatever it happens,i'll try my very best to concentrate myself.=)
Homework reali berlambak gila until headache dy...Teachers problem somemore.My science,i reali no doubt on that teacher.What i'll do in my science class?Hehehehe...
1.Talk wif kirthana
2.Sing songs wif kirthana
3.copy div's book or juz dun do
4.sleeping
5.day-dreaming
Things i wont ever do in my science class:
1.Listen to what teacher say
2.Concentrate in her class
3.Keep my mouth shut
I think so u'll noe wats the main point i dun wan to listen to her class.
1st,her voice,OMG...........
2nd,her attitude
3rd,she show the real cow lung juz right in front of me n poke it wif a knife(Seriously,i vomited)
4th,wat she teach reali will make me more blurr.
She is the only teacher that makes me do other things while PMP is running.=))
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