Sometines i wonder who would ever stop by here and read my post? Whatever. Its just a part of note down of my life. 12.24am now and im still in a blogging mood with eyes half shut. And it reminds me of those happy times with a bunch of friends, yeah those times, which means that it's a past tense and it will never be back again. Im currently y1sem3, which is the last sem of foundation. Well, it's just a part of my life so who cares what happened after these?
People used to think im dumb nice to cheat and constantly keeping things that they thought that i dont know away from me. I gave chances, seriously, but no one cherish it. A friend whom i loved, make all of my friend left me in a night. After class was like the time i need to take off my mask and be myself again. Crying over and over for the same person which is not anyone but friend and now when i look back i felt how silly i am. Yeah, i should stop searching by now, because i truly trust that my Lord will provide the best for me. Why do i need friends who took me for granted when i took out my heart for them? Its like giving flower to monkey, pointless, useless.
Well, the end of my sem2 stories, and it will become a lesson for me. Life is full of ups and downs. I didnt said that my sem 3 life is wonderful, nope. Still, i struggle in friendship problem. I may be a part of my life? But i still thank God for those true friends around me. Lord, thank you for everything. And now when my eyes finally open, all i can see is my dearest mum, and my lovely wugui who would stand by my side no matter what happens, and to love me for who am i. I need a friend who would like to be friends with me for who am i, not to change me to become someone that you like!
