Oppssss......awww...MAN!

latihan sukan week these days...homework berlambak plus my kind n beautiful "madam tey",my class teacher's arahan to do the class stuff...n dammit to the afternoon session who share class wif us,2RK2,better becareful!!!i stapler u koyak.>latihan sukan is getting me darker..seems?n its getting me so exhausted.n its getting me terrible!TERRIBLE!!TERRIBLE!!!
today,i ponteng my latihan sukan n went to div house to finish the polyfoam.(also mdm tey's arahan==)from 2pm,we do until 4.30pm.mampus letih gila...I want to sleep for a while.Who noes.........devil div pull me up from the sofa dun let me sleep,ask me to habiskan my homework -_-devil div=='''devil teacher-_-

noe wat i do when i had stress?
i thought bac bout my past....Drown into my past....Tat totally makes me warm.But dun think until too far la...haiz~Altho i've put down,but i noe,that i wont ever forget,n i wont ever lost tat kinda feelings toward 'X'.Yes,i admit it.That....i'd lie to myself.Mostly.I dun dare to face realities.I scare...that i'll be hurt like past again...Nowdays will think bout X...I aso dunno y?Sometimes when i wake up at 6,i felt that my pillow r wet,my teddies r tightly hugged.I tried to remember wat i dreamt,but mostly conclusion is:X plus nightmare in front of the computer.Sometimes,i woke up suddenly or i shouted n sat up.These happened after school reopens.Most of the nightmares r because of X.But..There r sweet times n there r soundly asleep till morning too.Thanks to HIM that protecting me all the times.Thanks to HIM that gave me a besties in my class.that can warm my heart whenever my heart feels cold.

JIAYOK yingying...no more tears n nightmares of X...=)