Scare to be lonely,but you've thrown me there

I'd always thought for the days after my PMR.It will be great,fun,freedom which people always jealous bout it.I studied so hard,its just to wait for the days after my PMR.I thought that..IT WILL BE GREAT...great? yea..some people maybe enjoying their holiday with lots of fun.But somehow i felt like,i was grounded at my home with this stupid computer and that square box-television.Ohya,of coz i wont forget you-The Forbidden Game- which i haven finish reading,hmm.. Thats it.Thats it. Baby sitting at home,sleeping,walking around and do nothing.I'm gonna be mad before next year starts! I said that i want to find a part time and do so that i can have more pocket money as my DEAR parents won't give me after my school days.But the ans is:definitely no,its dangerous to work outside. OK. They've no wrong for protecting their children.But the worse sentence i heard today is..-->You better stay at home.
Oh Lord..bring me to some other place before i get crazy.Seriously.
I still remember when i was still young.My dad will bring me to the swimming pool at jalan mersing there almost every week.But i can tell you here,he never bring me there before in this whole year.I duno exactly what's his rubbish reason for the NO but i know that IT WONT BE NICE.Sorry for all the nonsence i wrote.Im just here to complain.If you dun really accept wad i said here,sorry for that and maybe..i dun feel like hearing any advices now.