Im tired of these...seriously...when days are full of quarrels,jealousy,hatred..how ugly our sinful nature are.When you din get through those things,you won't feel a thing.Its juz like you put your heart on someone but they juz throw and step it with their smelly foot.They said that it was juz a mistake and we need to take the explanation.What use if there's a scar left?How im hurt again and again and again,but no one cares.Only God knows.He knows that im struggling for 2 years..And this is the year i can't let myself hurt anymore.I need to reach out my hand to those who are hurt.There are still many people need my help right?I promised that i'll be there if you need me.

I know you guys won't even look at,or even appreciate my love to you,but remember that i'll always be there if you need me.I din hate u guys before..Not a minute.Maybe what i've decided now you'll feel silly?Obviously,im exhausted of these.I need time to rest and think.My Lord will be my shelter,my comfort,until my battery is full enough to face these again.Don't worry,it won't take long :)