Exam is sooo soooo sooooo NEAR. 15th aug. Seriously,i haven start my revision yet. I know sta1 's student ard started their crazy study plan and i admit that im not that crazy and passionate. Sorry for that,I just cant find any mood.Like today, i open my sejarah book thought of studying it. So sorry that I just cant remember a thing. My brain was like stuck with some blockage..SHit ==
Let me tell you a thing, I'll surely regret for i wasted my time like this..after the exam i'll have another post blaming myself again and again and again. Like rolling cycle,but Im waiting for it to stop.
Urghhhhh....What am I doing these days for sleeping so late? Every morning when i woke up i will see a monster face in the mirror. Deep panda eyes,pale face, URGH. Thats me, dont need to ask. WHAT AM I DOING FOR SLEEPING SO LATE WITHOUT STUDYING?!! Yingying,tell you a thing,stop complaining for what you will be doing for exam ok? It's all your fault.
Well,im in the way of learning a lot of things. And of course, my social life. I truly understands that each place i will be will have different friends. And precisely, secondary school friends will just last for 5 years. After 5 years,we will fly to other places like everyone did. Maybe sometimes a call,a sweet message,or a wall-to-wall post in facebook..Yeah,I'll miss them,very much. Because they've been a part of my life. They listened to me when im depressed. They accompany me when im happy. 50% of my teenage life are filled with them. But when i face it logically,there will be a day we need to be apart..there will be a day we'll say goodbye.
So in this one and a half year left...I just wanna keep all those sweet memories inside my head. No matter what happened to us before,no matter what conflict happened before,i will just bear it and keep the best. There's some stinky mouth who wont say good things,there's some two-face people around,there's some heroins..Among 20 chinese of 95' there will be something good =)
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