Tuesday, August 23, 2011

ღPeac3.....I wont give up xD ღ

You know what? I guessed it right. I feel like hitting myself with a stick, but it's too pain. Can I use a pillow?
Im disapointed..dissatisfied with my mark. Too ashame to say that i failed my favorite subject,failed my target I mean. I was so proud that I knew how to do. But still,i made mistakes. I din regret, its just.. cant take it?

I have a brilliant friend,she was not in the class for 2 weeks,but still,she got a higher mark than the one who paid attention during the class. I felt so ashame that i think i NEED to post here. Am I wrong for paying attention during the class? Im lost..so lost..Her talent,is what I really need. Her circumspection is really what I need. If i lost both, I think I'll lose in my education journey. Anyway,congrats dude! =D

My relatives always said that they put hopes on me. But I need to say here,so sorry to make you disapointed again. Jiujiu, you keep saying [LOW YINGYING SURE CAN DE LAH..] Really sorry to say that i lost to myself again. Not to others but m3.


I didnt think of compare with others which will make myself feel more terrible. But...it's that wrong to win back my own dignity? There's a teacher said that I'll lose myself in addmath after leaving that place. I don't want her to look down at me! It's that wrong to win back my own promises and dignity? As a teacher,how can you speak those words. [ps: please,dont substitute yourself into this equation]



Anyway, im not easily give up. Once,twice,thrice, I WONT EVER GIVE UP. After those tears,depression,anger,everything was back to normal again. I took those for almost a year, it's impossible that I cant handle this right? 【自己跌倒自己爬】




别让自己难过
别让自己心痛

♨滢莹名言♨
ღღ只要敌人是自己就没什么好怕的ღღ

别存有不甘心
别存有比较心
这样 心情会更好哦

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