What is it like, when family dont feel family. When those love has gone. I admit im a sensitive woman, who always think to the negative side. Hate myself being that way though. I want a change too, but who is here to lead me to that change. Felt like.. im no longer belong to this family. When they laugh about some secret but unwilling to tell me, all i can act is like a puppet, sitting there, smile and do nothing. Why couldnt i open my heart wider.
They just cant understand.. how much i wish them to accept our relationship. It seems like no matter how much i do it wont change their views. All they look to is all money, money, money. When they need something they'll treat us good but if they dont, we're just nothing to them. Yeah, he's actually not included in our family. Unlike others, friends and relatives around me.. their relationship can easily get blessings from their family. They just dont understand. Or im not even worth for blessings.
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