I wish you were here.
So much for my happy ending.
Fairytales.
I actually typed a long page to express how am i feeling now. Its a damn. God knows how much tears i cried for him. I had the happiness he gave me and in return, i felt as pain as how i felt now. I guess only time can help us to recover. Sorry im not as soft hearted as i was. I just want to lock myself in a room, cry as loud as i could. Silent tears. I should be feeling happy for those who are in happiness. But when i opened my facebook, im jealous i admit. I hope to return to where i belong. To a place where all my loves are there for me. Smiling happily, in my dreams.
Nites everyone, i couldnt sleep tonight. I still believe how much he loves me, therefore how much he loves my family. There is a chinese proverb 爱屋及乌. That was what i dreamed. Does it sound ridiculous?
I love you, I always do.
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