Will be missed.

It's over. Finally. All the hard works in the past few years were ended since yesterday. Sorry i was not in a mood to blog yesterday, since it was really tiring. Bad thing, i never felt a thing after spm. No celebration, happiness, or even a word from my father. Hoping so much to hear bout his question towards me, how was the exam, is everything great, can you do that, exam is over how you felt, nothing. Seriously nothing. Great i still have my uncle, who asked me to call him once i was home. Great i still have my mum, who will be there always for me. Anyway i thank them for supporting me all the times, but, i still felt some touch when i saw my friend's parent were there for him, right after spm. I hoped for that kind of concern, too.


What am i gonna do after these time of struggles, like my life had some emptiness in me. It's finally over, what should i do. Did my house chores after breakfast, and now is only 12pm. Time seemed going so slow, like is waiting for somebody, some scene would never happen. SPM is really a great torture to fill emptiness, to fight for in our life. Bored days are coming, and im still planning something to deal with it. Maybe some new story books will be? Such a long time for me to leave school, the place which i hated for so long. Thanks a lot i saw Juanita today, as the last time in my school life when i returned my books.



Maybe i should try to figure out why i still feel alone, with no true and good friends around. Why am i being left out all the times. Who should i get to call when im in troubles. Power on my phones, search contacts, great to know i might have no one to search for. Everyone will be busying with their new life, new school, new community. Who would bother those old friends? I know there's a pig would cry over us, but she'll find her happiness some other day, i 100% , totally have faith in her, that she'll be really great. Things were like 12 stepping to 13, how many person will remember their old friends. I know that someone will, and i will too. No matter how you guys felt, when i saw you i'll give you a Hi, or you can repay me with a hug too. I'll definitely miss that.

Ciao, my friends. Cherish all our precious time, cause there will be no more 17 in our life.

You will definitely be missed.

Love, yingying