Sorry for the late update. Being an UTARian is quite busy with all the revision and tutorials homework. I love my uni life, no more bm and sejarah, for now. It's really excited to learn the subjects i love overall again, but with a more proper language. UTAR in Perak is surrounded by a big lake called Westlake, and we used to cycle to school. Before cycling i thought that cycling is fun, better than running or jogging. But if now you ask me to cycle for half an hour i'll surrender first.
First day cycling to school is the toughest day. I still remember my sweats was like pouring out from my pores. No use for girls who make up and cycle to school, it will surely be ruined.One thing i dont like about that uni is, its vasttttt. I hope there will be a bridge across the lake.
Missing someone who will never ever cares about you makes you feel like a damn. Pouring out my feelings towards the people i care, i loved, but the will never ever mention about me in their life again. Sad to say that i still have a lot of feelings towards my best friends. But unfortunately, i've lost in their mind. Memories will still be there, phone numbers are also there,but who will call you in the midnight for someone to talk again? Like last time. Once upon a time. Waking up each other to study during midnight. Chatting while teacher is teaching. All memories are buried nicely in my heart, but when will i dig up again? Being rational in the first second is right. Face the truth my dear, we have our own journey to go through. Which guys will forget and lost contact with pretties? And the others will surely be forgotten. No matter how much ingredients i added in the friendship, i still cant have anything back. Words became lesser,lesser, no more.
Our last gathering made me feel cold, colder than winter, like we just get to know each other yesterday. I wanted to give up that kind of relationship, that kind of friendship. Nevertheless, i still love you guys. No matter how many friends i have in this new enviroment, you will surely be missed, somewhere in my deep heart core.
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