Trust.

To those who read my blog, i thank you. :) I have something to speak out in ths post and i truly hope that you guys wont be like me. Haha.


 We are all unique, special, and the one and only one. Trust yourself that you can do something great in your life. While i typed this, im typing for myself too. Sorry to say that i actually dont trust i can do something great in my life. What i think about myself is a failer. I failed my 17 years, relationships in the community, letting myself controlled by my temper. Such a failer. Until one day i finally opened my daily journal.


This happened recently, when im in damn stress. Indeed, im using the word "damn" to express how much tension on me. I opened my daily journal and start reading.

"Everyone is a child of God, which is special and unique.

Like God create car to move on land, it does not work in water or sky.

If you are born to live in the land, you cnt live in the water.

Trust Him that there is a purpose He created you in this world.

Fulfill your purpose and bring glory to Him."

And I started to ask myself, what is my purpose in this world? Why am i born here as the eldest in the family? I truly believe that everything happened has a purpose in it.